H8FC Outing Valentine's Day

Last Monday, Alex, David, Crazy, Cher Siang, Da Pang, Teck Seng and me are the only H8FC players who went to Hougang Stadium to watch Hougang United vs Woodlands Wellington in an S-League match. Hougang United won 1-0 and we went home very happy.

I'm happy that we spent Valentine's Day together. Although love among us are not couple love. My love for the young teenagers of H8FC is a brotherly love. My little brother hates me. He wishes I'm dead. So as my little sister. They think I'm the one in the wrong for ending up in that hospital. It's all my father's fault. He had ruined my life many times by sending me to that hospital. And he brainwashed my ex into hating me and dumping me.

I felt really sad too on Valentine's Day that Indian girl I liked in the program ignored the poem I wrote on her blog. The next day, she flirted excessively with another trainee at the library and they wrote a stupid story together. That guy was so proud of what he did and smsed me to tell me what he did with her.

Saturday is my happiest day because I play football with people who accept me and laugh at all my jokes. I fear deeply in my heart they will stop playing football to be with their girlfriends when they find one. Those people who say they are my friends in the training program didn't even ask for me after I 'graduated'. Please H8FC people, promise me we will still play football until we cannot play anymore.